Last night I actually fell asleep before taking my medication and I had a terrible nightmare like I'm not gonna even describe what that nightmare was it was just absolutely terrible and I know it was like all of my anxiety things piled up in one and when I woke up I was like I forced myself to wake up and I was like oh crap like I need to take my medication stuff anyway it's good thing I woke myself up from this horrible nightmare And then when I was going to bed and before I went to sleep I just said let me have a good dream please I just want a good dream I want a good dream I don't want any more nightmares because I'm having all the nightmares lately and it's not pleasant and I'm not having good sleep either I have a lot of stress in my life and so I just said to my brain please just let me have a good dream that's just all I want I didn't even ask for a good nights sleep I like sacrifice that And then at four in the morning freaking Florida has some you know accidental alert on all our phones as a test that was an accident which pissed me off and I woke up from that and I'm like I gotta go back to sleep so I need to sleep and I did get a nap going back to sleep and then I had this totally amazing dream like amazing like when I dream about specific Things I'm just gonna say things Where it makes me feel safe and happy and comforted it's just it's means world and I dream about the same thing quite often and I wonder if it's a sign because sometimes my dreams are very much

I do not know what's going on with the stars or the universe or what this week, but I have been having just crazy uncomfortable icky dreams every night of the week and my sister has been saying the same thing She's been having crazy dreams. So I don't know what is going on, but I hope it passes and we can start having dreams of like flower fields and unicorns and daisies.

I didn't get to finish but sometimes my dreams actually become real like I can dream some thing and then it actually happens doesn't happen exactly like in the dream but the dream is kind of like giving me a clue of what is going to happen