It gave me a foided tooth to continue prussian to continue nurturing my body to not be angry with the vessel that I'm currently at So last year I had surgery and Month before the surgery I was extremely angry with my vessel and my spirituality was teaching me how to to be strong.

Because at the end of the day without my spural charity I don't think I would be able to continue pushing forward specifically where there's a lot of physical pain but the charity really helped me to to guide through the pain and you know at the very end there is hope there is healing and that was something I really wanted for.