mental health check. um I am not doing well. I actually am going to be calling my therapist on Monday and seeing if I can start coming like every week instead of like once a month because this time in between has been like death defying and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna start the Solaf or whatever they prescribe me, you know, I hate taking medication but there's no way I can continue thinking the way I've been thinking the past couple days. So wish me luck, but I hope you're doing well. So this is a safe place if you need to talk about it.