Death Loss with her being a parent and a child a friend anybody I like many others have a hard time asking how are you And I never want anybody that I care about to feel unseen or in those moments like I don't care of course I care but I have always been so afraid to bring more sadness to a person And and it's like how do you go about it what do you say what are you doing it's like I've just taught myself stop over thinking stop overthinking because so many people are afraid to do it and I don't wanna be your friend let's celebrate the person who passed away I am sorry for your loss but I also wanna know how you're doing and if you're not ready now I'll be here for you when you are

I definitely can feel what you're saying here I'm kind of the opposite I'm usually like really friendly and I'm always seeing if people are OK checking up on people I don't know as well as I know and I feel sometimes me being this open and you know friendly come off in a wrong way so I'm like should I message them should I check them out them but that is the right thing to do right but I just always doubt myself sometimes

What a lovely lovely message this is so wonderful of you sunshine and shows a real bright soul and caring and likewise you are hard you are seeing the sunshine and your warmth that you give to the world is felt

What a lovely, lovely message, Bobola. Yes, yeah, I'm a little bit twisted about the death thing. I cheer when people die, they don't have to suffer anymore, they don't have to put a roof over their head and fucking eat and sleep and shit and feel the pain and feel everything, so it sucks. So if a person goes away from this devil's loop, you can celebrate and cheer.