Do you know what sucks and make things hard is that being your own biggest critic like the other day it was my cats first birthday and I know it sounds a bit strange but I was I don't I was just like so comforting to hear from like literally everyone like my parents my partner even the breeder like just say wow you're such a great cat mum lucky you have done so much for your car and it's just like dammit didn't even hit me until then and it's just like anything I've been struggling with his like no feeling like I haven't been doing enough for myself for feeling like you know I haven't really got it all together type thing but it's like no like you've been moved out of home for like I think two years now you've done so good and you've done even better like when I was at home living my parents I didn't focus on veggies I didn't focus on healthy eating I didn't focus on going to get a blood test every year like things like that like I literally just came back from the doctors from getting my yearly blood test and I was just like dam like I don't need to do those type of Things but I do that and I don't I just makes me feel good to like see that hey like I'm doing really good and I need to be like I need to stop being so hard on myself you know

I am the real Owens house biggest critic I know I could be more successful and give you a lot more with my life if I wasn't so down on myself and doubting myself so you are doing amazing and happy first birthday to your cat it does not sound crazy I do that with all of my animals as well

You know it's like you tell yourself you're gonna do something and then the next day you just go back on your own words But then why set that when you ain't gonna go on it. That's what at times I think goes into a pattern of...