This is more aimed towards girls because I think I can be friends with guys like that's not an issue with me I think it's because normally Kai is not a toot my own horn I think they might fancy me and that's why they like being my friend because I have underline motives that they might be able to sleep with me or something and both girls like I just don't understand why why didn't like me Not is it I'm not trying to be very late I feel like I am I understand myself in and I was a "self-aware enough to understand people like I'm not I'm not weird looking I know that's shallow but some people to get put off by the peoples looks I'm not weird looking like I'm quite generically pleasing to the eye I'm very enthusiastic and very fun I have loads of stories lots of fun stories about me being very what's the word when you just do things really spontaneously what's that word I forgot anyway Yeah I just don't understand what puts people girls off me specifically because I have reached out to multiple fucking people being nice are you not understanding we might have chemistry I'm pretty sure we do have chemistry on a degree pretty sure we do we would get along that side of you know whatever we have a place I know them from nope ignored ignored don't make an effort back nothing it's like I will make an effort with someone I'm not gonna keep pandering them it's like I've open the door it's like hey do you wanna hang out and I'll leave them to make plans with me because it's like I've open the door so they're interested and I said I want to hang out if you don't make an effort with me I'm not gonna fucking pulling your leg be like please please can you hang out with me I'm not desperate but yeah yeah I know Yeah still can't think of the word what was it spontaneous yeah spontaneous I think that's the word it's gonna really annoy me

I totally get your point and they basically bring you to this place that they want you to beg them and it's just not the case. I feel like people have this behavior nowadays because...