I think I really am struggle with feeling lower than my peers and really am left outside the box does that make sense left on the outside kind of thought I was a bit weird And it was it also sucks when most like my peers are remarkably more younger than me like by by three years and it's just kind of humiliating that people younger than me have just succeeded so much more in their lives and I just feel like I'm left behind and I'm just stuck in the stupid head of mine that constantly goes against my own genuine will Ha ha yeah I think I said in my last voice message that I left university because it was so overwhelming and I couldn't do it I was behind on six very intense projects to do with animation And I had to leave because I was out finish uni at like 27 and I wouldn't have saved anything I wouldn't of had a career because uni takes up all your time and money and to be honest it's probably for the best but I don't know what I'm gonna do now and I'm just stuck in a waitressing job hoping that maybe something else can grow inside my own business may be an Etsy business maybe I can finally be a TA and help other dyslexic ADHD children I really hope that would work out Yeah it's so it's hard watching your peers kind of go ahead of you and succeed in their lives and I'm happy for them of course I am but I can't help and I can't help but look at myself in American and think what what should I do