So there are many reasons as to why I took some time off of stereo and TikTok and this is one of many I meant to come back a couple weeks early, but my friend was in the hospital for the last like eight days She called me on Tuesday asking me to come over to her house because she needed to go to the ER Later we found out she her blood pressure was so low. I'm positive She was going into septic shock, but she was she was confirmed that she was septic. She's been in the hospital finally better, finally able to go home, well better enough to leave the hospital. They still have her on like a long course of treatment because her white blood cells are too high. But praise the Lord, she's home, she's okay, she's back with her baby, she's back with her husband. But I will not lie that that was the scariest moment, like, or, it was the scariest week because she is like the only family I have. She is auntie to my kids, she is my best friend, she's my family, she's my sister, she's my cousin, She's literally my cousin. And she's been in our lives for so long. Yeah. The world is a better place because she is in it. She is one of those people who will go to the end of the world for you. And yeah. I just hate. Yeah. It was really hard. I'm glad she's okay, but I'm not gonna lie that it was traumatizing and I'm still trying and get over the fact that I almost lost my best friend. But yeah, that is one of the reasons I have been absent among many, many more that I will be talking about. On this app and on TikTok soon, just trying to figure out what to do, besides like, I don't wanna just trauma dump, but it's been a lot, so.