Okay, so this is gonna be me more emotionally unloading on you guys. So sorry. But I just learned some news about my family today and to give you a background My family and I are just having some issues. My mom fired me in January. My brothers in my family have never made an effort in my kids lives And so once my mom fired me in January and she told me they've known for like a year that they needed to let me go I was pretty much done and over it and so come to find out I'm gonna be an aunt again but I learned of course from my grandma not my brother so I'm just I'm upset because it just goes to show like I never told my brothers I'm done communicating with them I told my mom I was done communicating with her my My dad's never reached out. So I just, nobody's reaching out and it just kind of sucks. And now I'm finding out the one time I reach out to a family member, AKA my grandma, I freaking learn that I'm gonna be an aunt again. And it's just really shitty. Cause it makes me feel like I need to cut ties with everybody. Cause like this hurts. Like I, I've deleted a lot of social media because it was really hard seeing how frequently my brothers hang out together. So how frequently my one brother hangs out with my niece, but then like they're non-existent for my kids. Like my kids don't even know them. Like when my brothers try to go up to my kids, they're terrified of them. And then my brothers shoe them off or like go away and never give them another chance because they don't act like buddy buddy with them, even though they've never ever made an effort to be in their lives. So it's just, it's really upsetting, but I know nothing would be different if I was still in contact with them because this is just them.