Good morning. Happy Tuesday, everyone. I hope that you all had a fantastic weekend. Hours went through Monday because my daughter didn't have school yesterday, and today is her 15th birthday, which is super awesome. So, we talk a lot about, I talk a lot about technology, and I've mentioned before that technology is more than just electronics, right? And so this app that The Secret to Money was recommended to me by Mindy Sarton, and a friend of mine, because one of the things I've been working on doing is healing my relationship with money. And there's a story to that. I come from money, grew up thinking we were poor, whenever I was old enough to realize that we weren't, I just realized that everyone was miserable. And so I guess at some point I decided that I didn't want to have money if it meant being miserable. And then the only times that I've had like massive significant chunks of money was when my husband was murdered and then my grandpa, my dad's dad, died. And yeah, so just a lot of baggage around that. And I also realized that I don't really understand money. I don't, I'm terrified of it. I try to make good decisions. And even whenever I make the good decision, it blows up in my face, like buying real estate in the Seattle area shortly before the housing bubble burst. And, you know, just, oh my God. So, you know, she recommended this app and I used it, not, you know, religiously, but it doesn't really seem to be helping. So I'm curious to know, does anyone else struggle with money, like their relationship with money? Are you afraid of it? Do you, like, how do you try to understand it? I try to read finance books or try to like learn. And it just like makes me feel like a fucking idiot. So help me because I would love to heal this relationship and welcome in crazy amounts of abundance that is financial. And that's a little bit of my hippie side. More on that later.

Oh hell yeah, why are my brain outlets going to be waiting for it?

Yeah, so I have a bunch of money blocks and what really helped me wasn't any of this like affirmation stuff, it was actually doing it. And I had to like make money and normalize the amount.