online shopping. or an everything shower. 2 best things ever

how do I cope when things get hard? I know a lot of people smoke drink and do drugs and you know some people work out and found healthy ways of dealing with life but when life hits the fucking fan that's when I started getting in my groove buckaroo I like a good challenge I stopped fighting life a long time ago and life started fighting me like I don't know what else to say to that I've had pretty fucking hard days in the past but not anymore

anime

Video games, movies, books, anything that keeps my mind focused on one thing only, I live off distractions

Um, I really, this is really kind of weird, but I write my feelings down in stories. So, it's like a poem that I might write about like, love, that's what, if I'm struggling with love, I might write down. Love is probably fake to me, but love is probably real. Love is everywhere to you, but love is everywhere to me, but love is right there to you, but I can't see it. It's very strange and it's weird. Like, you see how I just bring that from out of my mind? That's weird.

Music. I just go in here and listen to my music and sleep a lot and, you know, be smoking. But mainly music and sleeping. I be the prettiest.