Shit yeah it's only one fucking iMessage that shit like the government so you are off the fuck are you and so I got my antigovernment tattoo a fuck 12

Bro somebody sound mad bro you hear your voice you sound like a fucking one of them like angry gamer kids bro like this like a fucking loser and I bet you don't even got no bread rabbit you don't even got like 20,000 to your name you fucking loser like how the fuck you gonna talk all this shit with you you're broke you're a loser bro like bro I know you just sit in your house all day and play video games you fucking pathetic piece of shit go get your money up Jose Like you're a loser right you're pathetic

You know, it must be so sad that money is your life, money is your God, money is everything to you. It's irrelevant to what's going on right now. what is me having money have anything to do with it.

I'm probably old enough to be your fucking daddy little fucking kid I don't know who you're calling a fucking gamer kid when you're the one inside your house right now fucking playing fortnight you bitch

And I'm not mad I just put little fucking bitches in their places just like yourself keep hating motherfucker keep hating on me it's the feel that I need appreciate you God bless you have a nice day

I read something that basically was like, you know, how black people present things in different ways like anxiety and oppression And so I have really bad anxiety like oh my god, it's so bad and so I feel like when I don't have a grasp on the situation it's

When I don't have a grasp on the situation, I get very irritable. And so, I know this. And when that happens, I'd like to just take some time to really just be like, stop, stop, stop. like don't let it get to you, you know?

My ultimate thing is I don't like having my irritable mood or my attitude. If I'm in like setting and everyone else is happy like I don't want to bring the party down so I will separate

I'm so sorry these fucking replies are too damn short, but I don't like bringing the mood down so yeah I will definitely separate myself but yeah my freaking irritability slash attitude. Hate it. Hate it.

that's honestly really good that you know at least maybe you're now recognizing some of like the triggers uh of what causes you to get into the whole like motion or active wanting to fucking swing on somebody um because i get you girl anxiety be so high so high um but i will say I've found some like natural things that have helped but sometimes yeah I gotta disconnect.

Yes, I got you. So I use these like rollers. It's a lavender or like mint. I forgot the thing. I can send pictures and all that stuff, but I roll it on my forehead and the smell of it just immediately kind of helps, especially with headaches if you get migraines or headaches a lot, but also the diffusers with the oil. That's another great one and it's helped me a lot with sleeping and certainties.

I can try and like send you some of this stuff too because it definitely has been helpful. I know like my dad had a migraine, a really bad migraine like a month and a half ago or whatever and I don't think he took anything but I rubbed like one of the roller things on his head and I just massaged his head and he was like wow I feel so much better like you know and it was all natural not anything medicated, you know, so I think that was that was good.

I have to learn how to put myself first and my needs.