Okay, okay, what is your reason if you don't mind me asking for you not wanting kids? I'm not against that, to each their own.

So what was the reason you said that you wouldn't have kids? it got cut off.

Three, so why I don't want kids is I'm not fit for it. I just not fit for it, so. and I'm not trained to be a mother so...

You could always train to be a mother, slowly but surely, if that's something that you really wanted to do.

Oh my gosh, you know, I don't even want to think about that right now. That would be double the breakup and even more painful. I feel that.

Sounds like maybe the people that you're around don't have the best traits to raise the best kids. No, but like, what do you not like about their kids?

No, you're exactly right. You're exactly right. I guess the people that I'm around, they kids and shit, and I be looking at them like I wanna beat this shit out of them. But I just rather not be around them. But yeah, that's exactly what it is.

No because you're so fucking crazy why the fuck would I want to have kids if I having the kids load everything that I wanted to do I don't want my kids to like have that fucking attachment and there's orders and shit and I'm thinking like a whole damn like my my mom did

Let me see that I guess my mom didn't like the officer that she wanted to do and then they going to get the person say they're going to start getting sad and say I don't want that so I want to do all the shit that I want to do and I want to have all those pictures and all those memories and for my kids to show them

And I want my kids to know that I bitch you little shit you you both to a moly had to get you both better do the fuck things that you wanna do because I already did it I want you guys to have your own life don't you do your own main character I love you

Remind me at nine and I don't want to be like those traumatize fucking parents like the narcissist ones that we just like traumatizing those kids and just be lame and now that's crazy not as fucking and saying that psycho pathic shit I would rather have my kids do their own thing man

And I already know from my traits for my DNA from me specifically they would have all the confidence they would have me on their side and shit they would do whatever the fuck that they want to do and they will have something better and peace

But I don't know man I don't know man I'm over to have both but for kids that's gonna be later on like a little bit long long long ago like yeah why because right now I don't know man I got to focus on me

Hell yeah girl, focus on you, do what you want to do. You make a good point about, it's like good insight, you're talking about wanting to let your kids be the main character for show. years you got to lead them and then on from there they know.

Like literally no parent is going to be perfect because not even a human is perfect You're not perfect. I'm not perfect. I find you're not perfect. I find you're not perfect Like no one is motherfucking perfect. So

So, A, there are going to be times when your kid is sad at you or bothered at you. That's okay. you know, but we learned how to be better from our parents as far as like what we didn't like from them.

Well, we didn't like from them what didn't work for us. So now it's like, well, I don't want my kids to be like that. So we can learn from it and change it that way. They're not traumatized in the ways that we were. you know.