I should do another intro so I am live I'm from Los Angeles I moved to Italy and I am just I don't know I'm trying to get used to live here but I'm in a really small town everyone drives here it is a walkable city but like everyone drives it's just one of those suburbs where I don't know people drive everywhere so I just feel so out of place and I'm not ready to buy a car And I don't like I don't like walking everywhere basically because I've been homebound for so long like all they do is stay home so now I'm like becoming a total recluse or I guess I should say I have been just I've been a recluse for the last six months but also it's because the six months before that I was just traveling too much with my two cats so now I'm just like always home and I'm trying to fucking convince myself to go get food right now because it's time I always wait till I literally have nothing left like right now all I have are dried beans some pasta and like rice and I don't wanna eat any of that because it all have to be like cooked so that's where I'm at where am I introverts at I'm not even a fucking introvert it's just cause I don't know the first six months in Italy were so traumatic that I I think I do have PTSD and now I'm recovering anyway hi I'm back and I think I'm going to shower and get food we'll see