I had a lovely day going for a walk in the rain I was going to do my weekly grocery shopping and go to the pet store but of course I didn't know it was a holiday cause I swear there's a holiday every single week here so everything was shut except for a couple bakeries I did get some natural or café from my favorite coffee shop it's the best and then I went to a little bakery got some thing and then I went to a second bakery that was open and five fucking people started laughing when I walked in to grumpy old man said well one guy was like but said Ella and then everyone laughs and they were fucking talking about me putting means crazy so I guess Pat Sarella is my Cinderella name And now I'm still in a bad mood and I'm so mad that I even let them put me in a bad mood so I'm trying to snap out of it but tell me a time where someone has like fucking made fun of you as an adult

When I was traveling with a friend in Central America we were we took a bus down to the border of Panama we were in Costa Rica and we wanted to cross the border but apparently you needed like a flight ticket booked from out of Panama when you entered and we didn't have that we had like a bus ticket and there was this lady who came up to us and like started approaching us and she was like being very rude in there.

I'm laughing you know that's interesting that there's always a holiday that Italy seems so chill you know like in America we're kind of talk to like put ourselves in burnout mode all the time I feel like Europe isn't like that like it's not as it's not as promoting burnout mode

From my experience I think you experience European love. That's how they show their like you. Yeah, it's the other way around but I think they love you.