Freakin' Deacon, I just want to tell you I love you, man. Glad to see you're back. Praying for you. I like this post and you're a talented man and God created you for great things. Just hang in there and I'll be praying for you, man. I know it's tough sometimes, but you'll get through it, I promise. I lost my mom last year, so God bless you, man.