I don't even think that's psychologically possible, my guy, like... Are you sure it's not just a physical attraction and you're confusing that? But let's take it in a rhetorical that you are even, like, you know... Don't you think chasing after the one you know for a fact would make you happier? Would be more worth it in the long term than just getting someone who's closer to you and sufficing? I don't know, that's how I look at it.