Bro, honestly, like, I'm at a point in life where life is not it. Like, I'm growing up, I don't have my dad, like, the average thing. Oh my God, you don't have your dad? No, I'm like, I didn't have him back then because I chose not to see him. Oh my God, my voice gotta stop relaxing in that sentence. No, he comes out of jail, I have to go see him October 6th. I need to get my life together before then. I need a job, I've been trying to, but nobody will hire me. I need to get my body fit. I'm already working out, sex right there. It's gotta get much bigger. I gotta figure out what to do, I gotta figure out myself emotionally. I gotta figure out what I have to do, like, going forward. I'm in my junior year now. I haven't started school yet, but I'm in my junior year now. I just got out of a relationship because I realized she really wasn't what I was looking for. For a significant other, I need to find out so much stuff. But I really need to pay attention to the step in front of me, but I don't know what the step in front of me is. Like, it's hard, it really is. I know I need help, but I can't become my own person if I don't have, if I do have help. But I do. If I need help, then I need it. I'm stupid, like, I really am. I really need to just take that first step into, like, finding me.

Honestly, honestly, like getting no dags or even having a father is getting pretty goddamn common. Like, aren't like dangerously common. Like, it's really bad. Like, surprisingly bad. Like, people with fathers are getting abandoned or like goddamn jailed. Getting pretty bad. And like, society pretty much accepted like, like it was like, that's a fact. I just don't like it.

don't listen to what people say just ignore them and who cares what people say but at the same time give them respect if they don't give you respect just give them respect