You sound so strong and confident in what you want and what you're willing to accept and whoever that you don't you end up with is gonna be a great partner I can see.

Damn that's that's that's a rough one. I'm really excited to hear that sounds like she wasn't faithful at all So I hope you weren't the only one who fell But it sounds like it.

Do you feel that you accepted the antics of your second fiancé because of your fears of the cheating repeating? Like, oh, I'm doing this because at least he's not cheating type thing? Like, what made you...

Honestly, yes, because it was like, well, he's not cheating on me. He's being faithful. He might be, you know, an asshole. He might, you know, treat me badly, but maybe he'll change, you know, but he never did. So I was like, you know what, screw it. I'm done.

That's really sad that you have to lie to the people in your life or force emotions and I hope that whatever conflict is going on in your heart in your head and Why you feel so disappointed?

And why you feel so disappointed in the world and in this lifetime, I hope it gets resolved like I hope I hope for peace and understanding with you and That you can be honest with your people. I'm sorry.