And the thing is, you know, I used to be so scared of it, you know, it's obviously not real, but back then I believed it, you know, and it would be so scary for me, even demons and devils, you know, it was so scary. But once I found God, it was easier to put away.

When I was little I had a mindset and I would say, it's definitely not real, it's a fake, it's an urban legend. But if it was real, God would protect me from it. And I actually use the same mindset I tell some kids this.

Now, for my religious reasons, I don't really watch it much, but I used to be into horror afterwards. Like, I would watch a lot of horror in high school. Although Slender Man sometimes gives me chills, you know, I don't really mind horror, but because of religious reasons, I stand away from it.

And I believe my fear of bees probably came from that Macaulay Culkin movie, you know, where he fell in love with that girl and then he got stung by the bees and died. I think after that, which my father showed me when I was five, I think after that I was scared of bees.

That fucking sounded like I'm terrified right now. Sorry about the audio quality. I have been terrified of a lot of things that I'm trying to overcome and the bass at the basis at the core of it.

Fear is nothing at the core of it, you just need to understand what it is, where is it stemming from, where is it coming from, where is the root. And moreover, you know, you shouldn't even be dealing with fear, you should find something to focus your mind on.

So you don't get it you don't get to think about fear what I'm saying is like you shouldn't get the time to even think about fear you should be shown grossed and swayed by your positive things that fear should be shown.