I, she looked like she would just come in one day, just beat the fuck out of me. And then like 10 minutes later, she just come back crying saying she's sorry and shit to my son, she's sorry for beating my ass and shit, but deep down, I will enjoy that shit very much, but then she starts treating me all nice and then it goes back into the same shit. She beat my ass again and spit in my face. And I'm like, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life right now. And I'm like, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life right now. And I'm like, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life right now.