I am incredibly depressed right now my mom just left my house and she doesn't understand that love is sometimes just giving a hug loving sometimes just listening love and sometimes excepting that you've hurt someone that it's OK that you've done it but it was not OK it's not excepting that if daddy I am I have a tooth that I need repaired because the filling fell out add the longer I wait the worse it's gonna get a job I also have hormones that I did and I was told to get off of the bye-bye Bob but she's not claiming that she like never said that I am in addition to that I have a laser that has been prepared that I want to go to but I'm so afraid to go there because the last time that I went there a bunch of bad showed up at we're literally like driving around the parking lot and said the guys to like walk across but it's like weird ass shit out of there is a fake car accident set up as well like all of the stuff is documented but For my parents to know that all this is going on in Java neighbor like I do I do have people like barstock at harassed be old lied I just don't have any desire to do anything but fall into the arms of the bad that I love and they do everything about like that's how I am like I fall into the office with the weather I love I will please say bubble suit all his deeds but I won't make him responsible for what I needed life I'd rather fulfill his desires and then it'll do what I need to do to be the best version of myself but until that happens I don't think that I'm gonna make it out of this bad