Shit, my own family. Crazy

You realize people in the world have to do things for their own spiritual growth it might not be the best thing towards you but sometimes you're putting places to help people learn and they're going to treat you a certain way I do certain things to you to know they never do that to no one else until they realize it depending on who they are which person they did it to so after that happened to you you look at it and you're like damn like I know if this wasn't great but you had to get to where you had to get through through this and I basically was the guinea pig it was a bitch

After you realize that things had to be the way that they were you can actually forgive because it's not really their fault it's not their fault for betraying you it's not their fault they had to learn you had to learn you had to see they had to see things had to change once you forgive then the glory is bestowed on you you're not betrayed no more you are your pass healed you're involved in the evolution is going to transfer like a ripple wave

Sometimes we have to realize that we're not important in and that's not being important shows how important and valuable we are sometimes we have to actually jump off a roof with a person to show them like hey I'm with you but as in the end push you to the other side of the water you actually learn and realize how you can be with people but you have to love them a certain type of way that is excepted in the teachers you as well

All right yes I am going to jump off of roofs with people because I love them and I trust them but if they do certain things to me I'm going to learn to distance myself and love them in a different way where they can still get what they need but it's not gonna come in the harm with me or it's not going to harm me by them having to learn what they have to learn and you love people you still love them but you just love people all in different Ways

This right here is literally the a pitta me of what I've experienced the last few months of my life for the last couple of years and men did you hit it on the head and let me tell you something it's a process but honestly the end result is exactly what you're saying here fact

Yeah I think that's a great first step I think it kind of does start with that I'm just cutting communication off so yeah that's a great step

That lesson right there is a very hard lesson to learn but I'm not gonna lie that is a lesson where I think it's very much matured me and I think that's a lesson that a lot of the people are going to have to learn is not to personalize it because everybody's gonna experience some form of it