My biggest struggle in this spiritual essence has the definitely been forgetting leading goal and you know reprogramming because it's like why should I have to be the one to fix all the problems that I did not create I did not beat myself with a steak I didn't lie to myself you saw me like there's a lot of things that you got to do in the spiritual warfare in order to be at peace and I feel like I can't be at peace because I have the hardest time letting things go like I don't know how to let it go I can't forget because it's gone I'm a forget for a second but then I'm always come back to like damn you really did do that to me or damn that really did happen so it's really hard We all got to work on it but we got to make sure we keep reprogramming it and you know letting it go eventually it'll leave somehow right