So like I said in the previous soundbites we went to the dentist yesterday for the kids appointments for cavity fillings and I'm surprise my son didn't really need any Novocain or what not but we did use the laughing gas for both of them and they were pretty pretty good I was just surprised that my daughter needed Novocain and I like hurt my heart I'm like oh my gosh I was it I was terrified that she was gonna scream or that she was gonna have some type of like you know meltdown but she actually did really really good and either way it hurt my heart because I'm like oh my god she's so small and I'm like I don't know oh my God just mother guilt you know and I'm like am I doing this right am I being a little parent am I feeding them well because they shouldn't be having so many cavities and what not and I'm like I understand it's probably because their teeth are so porous at that age and Like anything be at sweets even if it's juice or whatever it just said it causes any bacteria and they do brush their teeth twice a day and I try to floss and do everything that I possibly can but it's just like heart wrenching for me and I'm like oh my god no you know how are your kids at dentist appointments and do you have any stories let me know

It's definitely good that like he didn't need it because I know I would be so scared like I'm sure you were nervous at your daughter you have it But I feel like just even when I have to get shots to know my mouth and stuff it makes me nervous because I always have like weird reactions so I just feel like I'm always going to be nervous knowing like when my son has to get a shot or something like that if it makes sense