Well, I just so happened to hit a milestone birthday at 40 on March 26 yesterday and I've always I've been alright with it I'm you know me on this app I think you know I have some pretty thick skin not a lot bothers me I make light of everything and try to have a good sense here I'm wearing but you know oh you don't look for you don't look for you it why why can't I look 40 could be a lot of things but I'm gonna go ahead and say right now it's probably because I'm a white man right I'm getting sick of this what we have we give the rest of my life I'm gonna have to deal with this crap get get a fair shake I got so damn worked up I went to go power walk it off and guess what oh slip down the stairs and let's just say my head doesn't even feel like as a part of my body anymore I don't know what if anybody's gonna listen to this rant here but it's not damn time I've stepped up and said something about this crap right quit broad brushing me not like every white guy out there I'm not you can't broad brush a whole race like you know up on the canvas that's as flat as the earth. You can't do that. Stop doing it!