I have literally always been under the impression, I don't know why, but just having a ton of best friends over the years and you know not being in contact with them anymore kind of just like after a couple years moving on to a new friend. I haven't retained a lot of them throughout the years and I feel like I come to the subconscious thing or understanding that you know nobody would really actually stick around and that like I could never make real real friends, but I think that that mindset is actually the thing that's just been stopping me from making long lasting friends who actually keep up with me and you know who want to be a part of my life. So cheers to changing that mindset and to being open to actually having people who are long lasting in your life and who want to like be good friends with you, want more for you than from you. So yeah.

I actually feel that it's better to just have a smaller group of really close intimate people that you can trust because for the most part especially in the kind of world that we live in now you know you can have a lot of acquaintances people that follow you on social social media but truly when times are tough and you need counsel or guidance you're only gonna be able to really truly count on a handful of people if that because for the most part you know it's hard to find people that truly