to reach out. This is pertaining not only to friends, associates, but to companions, you get what I'm saying? And family. I'm gonna start with black families and in particular because I'm an Afro descent pair up West Indian, right. It's funny how I'm the only ***** reaching out, checking out on family members the whole time they continually expect me to keep reach outta to them, but they don't wanna reach out to me. what makes you think I'm a motherfucking robot and I don't have no feelings no conscience, no nothing and I'm just supposed to keep reaching out the yard like I don't have my own issues like I don't have my own problems like I ain't fighting in the world against discrimination. Like I'm living the flesh of being discriminated on I'm black. See a white person, a Spanish person and every other descent don't understand this shit they will never understand it. And it's not for you to understand you know why? You don't care and that's cool so fuck what you on if you don't see what the reality is why i had to reach out i had my own problems don't fight my own battles why do i have to reach out all the time why can't you reach out knowing my situation my circumstances what i face every day and this is pertaining to black people as much as we go through we want to play same the finger you need to stop blaming Blaming everybody, including your family members, for them not reaching out to you when you can reach out to them. Stop paying double standards. Stop thinking that you can't reach out to me. And stop thinking I'm the only person that had this impeccable strength and I don't need to be reached out or checked up on either. So why I have to reach out only? Reach out as well. Good day.