The suicide hotline number is 800-273-8255. It is available for you 24-7. Just know you're not alone. You can get through this.

I'm glad you posted this, you know? And, uh, I think I'm going to follow suit with my next post to make sure that people understand this and I think I'm going to do it consistently. Uh, I've struggled with suicidal thoughts many, many years. I even attempted it, um, but it was more, um, it was like a week attempt. Like I didn't really want to die. I was, it was just a showing, but I'm always thinking it, I want to die. I hate it myself because I didn't have the guts to do it anyway. I love you for posting this and thank you for your kind words.