I could not agree with this more. I could not agree with this more. And I think that's what I've been doing wrong myself or not necessarily wrong but just coming into it because I believe that, umm, naturally you become more self-aware as you said. It's kind of like a just a natural progression for a typical human. You know, when you start understanding more about yourself and yourself in relation to your environment as well. Umm, and then of course just recently I realized that self-awareness is not just, oh, I'm