like this at all probably because i haven't learned how to communicate properly with you and I'm still learning sweetie you've got to give me more time but like I told you we have to be one-on-one before anything gets cleared up and move

you need to know that yesterday's talk between you and he, umm, really hit hard, it actually destroyed me, and you know you've destroyed me on many occasions but, hey look, I'm still here, I'm still trying, and I still want you, and I'm gonna keep on trying

And this time when I have you in my arms, within my grasp, I'm not letting go, I'm not going to let you go out that door like you always have, like you've always rushed. You've always rushed through that door, always leaving me by myself. You know, as information came in, it made it harder and harder for me. And you know it.

Never, ever, ever judge me for my tears, because my tears are real. These tears are for you, cause of all the love in me. And, I'm willing to share you, I swear on my life I'm willing to share you, but everything has to be revealed first, and that's important to know.

You still haven't seen the real me, because you've never given me an opportunity. and sometimes I wonder why. I've always been an honest person, and to have things done to me in the way that they were, it hurts, but I move forward. But I need you.