So growing up I never thought in a million years that I would be this old and ******. Growing up I always thought that I would be in a relationship, married with kids. When I was younger I wanted to have kids. When I got older it was when I was like, no, I'm good on kids. And don't get me wrong y'all, I love kids. I love kids, but I love to return them as well. I love being able to return them and then get back to having my space and being my piece. So yeah, I just realized, you know, like when I was younger, I dreamed about a big wedding and a big family and time has changed that perspective for me.