So growing up I never thought in a million years that I would be this old and ******. Growing up I always thought that I would be in a relationship, married with kids. When I was younger I wanted to have kids. When I got older it was when I was like, no, I'm good on kids. And don't get me wrong y'all, I love kids. I love kids, but I love to return them as well. I love being able to return them and then get back to having my space and being my piece. So yeah, I just realized, you know, like when I was younger, I dreamed about a big wedding and a big family and time has changed that perspective for me.

I feel this I feel this heavy I feel like I Feel like it has to do with like our generation though and and just with how it is in this world.

with you. If you're over 21 and you're 25, maybe even 30, at this point in time, it's by choice. You're ****** by choice. You could get some, you just, you just know better. You're not really tripping over it.

I knew I was gonna be ****** when I was little and just didn't have interest because I knew people I had to deal with so and it was gonna be ******

Things are just not panning out how I thought it was going to be but I am I think I'm cool every however returns because I'm like good with myself so I don't really know

I mean, I'm not a you, so I haven't got complete force in this, but there'll be a point in your life where you'll more likely change your mind. I know I'm assuming here but that's what I've heard from a lot of women so you ever know.

I totally get what you're saying sometimes when we are young think that is like do your realization and the purpose of our lives bad as years go by then we realize it's not