all right man, i'm trying to help you out here it's gonna come off a little bit crazy but yo fuck everybody else like for real worry about yourself you're on a mission right now you're trying to uh get yourself back in into a healthy state don't give a fuck about what anybody has to say about you and your journey to getting back to where you need to be because those are going to be the same motherfucker that's praising you when you get to the end of the mission the mission ain't done just complete that and fuck what everybody She has to say.