This is my opinion, and I'm being truthful with my words to you, is to come to God and read the Bible. I know what many people say, it's a fairytale, but it's not. I promise you, He can help you. He's the only one that can help. Because there's so many things in life, you know, you haven't discovered, and there's so many things that can make you happy, and I definitely think God can help you.