Yes, my room looks a mess, but it doesn't need to be decorated. I haven't decorated it in years, and I only just got the money to be able to decorate it, but I have a family, and I look after my family, and I don't worry about things like that, because I have a family to look after. So, shut up, and just because your life is, um, a living hell doesn't mean you should tell other people to go kill themselves and shit like that.