My question is how would you say your childhood has created who you are today? Do you have certain fears that stem from your childhood? Are you aware of them? Are you unaware of them? For example for me I know I have a big fear with people and reaching out and I feel like it stems from not having a good home life where I could do that with my family. You know my family wasn't present for me to to do that and even when they were there and I did ask or reach out for help, they were too stressed out to properly receive me and help me, you know. And that's something I struggle with to this day as an adult and like my friendships and relationships and in turn it makes me admire people that can do that. People that can have a lot of people around them and tell them things and ask for things and all that and I'm like, I really admire that. Yeah. Yeah.

Honestly who I am today I'm happy I'm glad I am who I am today because honest I'm not like these fuck boys around here I'm genuinely I'm happy I'm happy I am the way I am today my great grandparents and a good job but honestly when it comes down to it I didn't compare they didn't prepare me for that for all this bullshit that's happening out as I'm fucking getting accused of shit that I don't do like fucking cheating in shit fucking don't even get me started with the fucking my ex-girlfriend thought I was fucking my fucking neighbor

God said love our neighbor not fuck around ever dammit

Hey girl, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I'm here. Don't worry.

I think it was some macho who was pretty shit. Had to go to a racist school when even the teachers hated me. But after that, after those like until like third grade, I say it was really decent for a while. Then I came to high school just drama, drama. So, but I'm still managing, I'm still managing. Just the only thing that had that had done for me is I have a shit social life. life.

Oh my god, it has fucked me up for real.

Didn't work if I helped because I still get that shit is a PPTO

My childhood gave me an unwanted disorder.

trauma trauma trauma trauma that's where I get most of my personality trauma trauma but like yeah and mental health issues but that's where but that's also where I got my personal income. Just drama. Also doing stupid shit.

Definitely, and I feel like that's the case for most people depending on the environment they grew up in and what they experienced🤷🏾‍♀️ Personally when it comes to events like trauma and the way i was raised as a child I'm emotionally distant

If anything I feel like your childhood should evolve you not grip onion that's just weird