I think the issue and reason it's scary is that it's life so you feel the need to keep talking and you worry that you may be boring and stuff like these are strangers to I like personally and if I'm not talking on a call I feel weird and like guilty for some reason so I would like force myself to talk as long as the other person wants to talk

Like it could literally be like a cold it lasts eight hours even more just like until the other person wants to stop talking and it would either have to be that or I will just not call all and obviously I'm going to prefer not wanting to call at all to knowing that I'm going to force myself to keep talking because of my anxiety and the way that I am

But I'm kind of the same or in real life like online I'm kind of chill but box chill but enthusiastic and energetic right but like in person I'm like way more energetic somehow and I just like do you not shut up or I don't talk at all there is no in between so can you make sense that transfers like this but yeah I either don't talk at all or talk too much

See, I'm kind of the same way, but a little bit different. Like, I'm kind of like guarded when it comes to like certain people because I'll see certain like types of people and I'll be like, okay, I don't like that they do this, so I'll like stay clear of them. And then it's like just being with certain types of people can like stress me out. Like you know what I'm saying? Like there's types of friends that I get along with. Then there's ones that stress me out.

It kind of depends on the type of person. Like, I'll be sitting there and I'll be having a normal conversation with someone I can easily talk to or get along with. But then it's like when I try to talk to a type of person that's popular or whatever, it stresses me out. it's like I don't know what they're gonna say about me.

So I'm like sitting there freaking out like What if I say something wrong? Or like what if I'm weird or something? But like I can get along with like certain people, but I rarely like I rarely talk a lot so it's like If you're like one of my friends like you like I have to like trust you to talk to you because I don't talk much So yeah.

When I go in lives it stresses me out because I don't know any of them and it's like hearing them talk the way they do it stresses me out because they'll be talking about people like they're just any other person and it's like it's strange because I don't know them so it's like crazy trying to talk to them It just stresses me out

Oh my gosh absolutely are the types of people yes like certain people I just yeah even just being around them stresses me out like that presents alone makes me want to punch a wall but like not literally but you know I personally vibe with most people but any time does a person that I do not vibrate I heavily dislike them

See I get that I think I'm talking a lot for me it's both because I'm very passionate about conversations that I have with people so I like put a lot of energy into it naturally because I enjoy talking to people it's both that and being like a nervous habit so again very much the depend on entirely different feelings

I haven't even tried going into any lives I literally cannot stay on top of like hovering above the live for more than a few seconds because it's just like it's weird to me it's kind of scary you like it's under territory I love you like it's especially different because obviously on this app it's strictly like talking there is no like messaging like typing unless you personally Diem