Listen, this isn't a joke, this is serious. I fucked a 4 year old child and I don't know what to do. I'm panicking because I want to fucking kill myself because of the fucking sin I've committed. It's awful, but the other son, I want to fucking kill myself into the police because I deserve to be looked up for life. of that is absolutely disgusting I want to kill myself but I can't have the courage to do it.