I'm here, in this classroom, hoping to get a better education, hoping I feel satisfaction as these days go by, maybe I'll feel more alive. I'm trying to help myself, but all I feel is overwhelmed. I'm overwhelmed, I meant that, it's not a joke. What do I look like, a fucking stick and poke? All these emotions and problems making me boil, boil, bleed, burn, break, and breathe.

They asked me how I'm doing, how's your day been, making funny little jokes like I'm okay with that. I don't know what to say, so I said I'm here, but I wanted to say I'm overwhelmed again. Just thought of something I could add to it, and it's too fucking late. Anyways.