and rising, there is no reason why you should be feeling so much remorse, there's a lot of people who sit up and try to wish negative thoughts inside your head and wish things on you but you gotta realize people who can't make their life better can't make anybody else's life worse, they're already at worse they're already you know having to season rocks and suck on them you know um at least on a you know spiritual level we just never had to like go study and read any books and try to do no boom shakalaka on nobody you know all because they have been more successful in life than us and have created the proper foundation for success um there will be some people who have have not done drugs and who don't have any addictions, who, you know, did not get touched and tickled, you know, when they were little. So they don't have that story. And I'm just saying it's okay to not have, you know, a sad or sob story, you know, with your success. It's okay to not give people, you know, your sob story. It's okay to be able to genuinely lead people water you know and not just um i guess having everybody to just deal with you know your abuse that you do to yourself i do feel like it's a form of abuse when you feel like you have to manipulate other people into believing that you have things or that you've done things that you've never done and you constantly need to try to um belittle or like go after and be evil towards towards the people who are who you pretend to be.