I think people like always try to put the idea out there that reminiscing on the past should make you happy and that like it's you know you're supposed to relive those memories and think happy things but I just like they just make me sad to think about because like I don't know I guess I guess in a way I thought those times were better than now but six months from now I'm gonna look back on these times and think they were better than six months from now but they really weren't I guess I don't know why I look back on them and have such fond memories of them but I'm gonna look back six months from now and think the same thing about about today which is crazy