I really freaking hate showering takes a lot of freaking work like I do it don't get me wrong don't take me the wrong way but it takes a lot of effort to build up the courage to do the task and then it takes a lot of effort to get out of the shower once you're enjoying it and then you have to like if you're a girl or have long hair brush your hair and get re-dressed in blah blah blah it's just a really big

My real life is being several states away from my fiance for several months as he tries to get a trailer all fixed up for us in a different state and and get things going for us. So it's been a little bit of a struggle.