I just got a nice message from a lady is fairly quiet while ago and because I haven't been on here for a while but I'm going to discuss what it's like to consistently fail at part-time jobs like really basic things that I have had multiple jobs in my area and I think I counted like 12 jobs I'm like gonna be 25 next month And I've only managed to find a place that I can stay recently like I work there previously and I've come back to it and it's just like a restaurant job and that previously I've worked in officers can't do that can't sit down and concentrate for long time I try to work in Vodafone can't do that can't be a salesman been out again sitting down for long periods of time a coffee shop site managers are just really disrespectful towards me to have a go at me because of my memory and as we know ADHD working memory isn't great and it's just all he's like qualities I have that I can't change people always pick on me for it and I'm at a restaurant now and sometimes it's just so infuriating because I always forget to to collect drinks or put through an order or multiple times I put down my own drink and I forgot where I put it you know it's just If I have multiple tables look after yes that's going to be a problem with me so yeah it's just and I also had to leave a medication because University was way too intense for me for where I am right now in my life I had to I had to leave university it's too hard I can't focus over procrastination constantly behind no time awareness always late I don't know how long these are some soundbites go on for but it's very

It's very infuriating and yeah now I know how long these go for like 1 1/2 minutes okay good to know