Everybody in the world have their tough times and anger, pain, sadness and I feel you guys, you know, it's okay to be pissed off or be upset and all that, you know I get upset, I had enough of life but you know I never give up, I just keep pushing and keep pushing until I want to give up, you know, end of the day we're all humans and we have to deal with these lives and pains and life like that, you know, so but being...