Hey, guys and girls and on Barney squirrels. Okay. When was the last time you cried? And what made you cry? Let me know in the comments.

Um, like an hour ago, because anxiety is really bad, life's really shit, my personal life's shit, and sometimes I just can't handle it. So yeah, I break down and cry.

I think it was just this morning due to a lot of life circumstances that are shit. But yeah, pushing through, crying my way through, we're fighting it through.

To be honest, I don't really cry very often even when I was little. I have a few moments here and there but for the most part, like even if I'm really sad, my eyes just kind of water and I wheeze a little bit but I haven't really cried in a long time.

Damn, it's a really good question and it's probably something not to be proud of but I can't remember the last time I cried. I'm an ear nurse and I think I've become so numb to everything.

The last time I cried was two weeks ago watching From Scratch on Netflix. Don't do it, y'all. They need to have warnings on that shit. If I could have gotten to the fetal position, I would, but I'm fat enough, so I just was a beached whale just crying salty tears. Don't do it.

So basically I really worked myself up because I have anxiety now and I was thinking about rejoining a restaurant. I previously left and I just got really in my head thinking about the people I used to work with and how horrible they were.

I just say that I do cry and at times you know I don't keep a record of when so I wouldn't be able to tell you that

That's just weird to say but it was when I was unable to take a decision, a firm decision about a thing. And you know, I felt really frustrated about it.