By the way sometimes you're not crazy or just surrounded with very toxic people so when I knew I needed to break free from California and I went to Seattle for a year I was so beaten down that I kept telling my boss that I had all these issues and I was like you know I'm sorry sometimes my tone might be off I don't mean it like I was just so neurotic about me because I was like I said I was so beaten down my I worked there for almost a year I rose up to be like the top three sales person within like six months And my boss was like this militant guy who had all his shit together and he took me aside and he he told me this so many times he's like Livia there is nothing wrong with you I sit next to you 40 hours a week you are OK like you don't have issues like I don't know who put that all in your head but you're a great you're doing OK and it just made me feel like A bit of my self-confidence came back after all the years of like well this is what happens when you have like your career stolen from you and that's a whole other story but also it wasn't just my career it was people around me making me feel like there was something wrong with me so my suggestion is get away from those people and you will slowly start to feel like yourself again I am slowly starting to feel like myself again it hasn't been easy and I'm excuse me slowly getting my confidence back but I'm mad that I let anyone take it from me in the first place and sometimes it's people who may even love you but they're fucking toxic so Yeah I think you need to change and get away from those kind of people

I read I read the title right now is ever gonna steal my life again I thought you were fucking saying no one should I take your life again I thought you were saying someone took your life and I care that for me that I was going to be like what the fuck but I listen to it and I so it's about but hey funny story

So I definitely do think sometimes we feel like we're the problem like I feel like I'm the problem a lot at work but then I realize I'm just not meant to be oh an employee I was like kind of like snotty is that sound doesn't work every boss annoys the F out of me all of them