I think you're like kind of introvert, have your own style, like you like your style really much and you're also like people with the same style and vibes. You have just like a few friends.

You have just like a few friends that is like the same as you you understand them they understand you you love just spending time with them This is one of the most things you would like to listen to music a lot and sitting alone

I feel that you need someone to talk to or somebody to listen for you.

Oh dear Lord no dear Lord well please tell me you're not a man bro please tell me you're a female man