Okay guys, I need your help. Okay, so I started talking to my ex when I was with my current boyfriend. And, no, well, we weren't together then. We were like in the talking stage. And I was kind of using my current boyfriend to get over my ex, which I know is fucked up, okay? My ex cheated on me and I was still kind of attached. Like I didn't really care, honestly. I just wanted to look past it. But he didn't want to get back together with me. The only way he said he would stay in my life is if we're friends with benefits. And I wanted to keep him in my life. So I continued being friends with benefits with him because I didn't want to lose him. And me and the guy that I'm dating now, we started dating and I was still like friends with benefits with this other guy. And apparently it got out, somebody found out and everybody's saying that I cheated. Well, yeah, it's cheating, but at my school now I'm a whore, I'm a slut, I'm all this other shit. Like, yeah, I fucked up. I get it. And the guy that I'm with now is honestly really toxic and he's a known cheater and he chose to stay with me. He was like kinda weak and look past it, blah blah blah. But how do I know he's not gonna cheat back? And if he cheats back, I can't be mad. And a lot of my friends keep telling me to break up with him, kinda break up with him. The relationship is really fucking toxic and I don't know. I don't know if I can break up with him or not. need please.