I often feel like I leave myself out of a lot of activities on purpose. Like, it's a lot of shit that everybody do. I don't do. I don't want to do.

Why I always be left out of the conversation So yeah I'm always the third wheel right now or like the fourth wheeler

Sometimes I don't go 10 seconds without a bit of toe sucking. I crave toe nibbling 24-7

Only if it's like married people or people with kids and they have special activities then yes. Other than that, no.

How do you say sometimes I do though because of that a certain activities due to me always having to be at work and not having the same of the schedules like everybody else

Yes, because I'm scared of people.

See, I leave myself out of activities because I just don't like the fucking talk and I'm distance it yeah I'm just anti-social

Well if I'll be honest I don't feel left out of you know like some activities because if I don't like the activity then I'm not gonna do it is some certain things that I'll probably want to do and probably don't want to sell you know

I'm just gonna put on a game for the Negas like that never go to a house party after party that's it might get shot up a different events like you'll be like oh yeah eight 2 AM don't stay for the full John bro have your friend if they leave before everybody else

I feel that I don't do anything. I sleep all day. I don't do shit.