most of my life of Existing I've been wondering what what I was gonna be what was gonna be you and what I wanted to be like and stuff but now I'm just like well, I want to be myself That's crazy How we how we in how we just grow up and We we have whatever fun or whatever moments when we're young and then when we get older and the problem starts to hit in and Responsibilities everything just changes and then goes by really fast and all that overthinking stuff and goes away